Secret Smile

i see you almost everyday. you make me smile, you make me laugh, you make me blush even! haha. cant shake that feeling off. why oh why.. suka ku liat muka mu ahh.. suka benar ku.. melompat jantung ku wah meliat ahh.. haha..

Just give me that smile already! eh no no, i changed my mind. eh bah okay tah, i changed my mind again. eh jangan tah ehh, nda ku mau ehh.. eh tapi.... what the eff! i cant make up my mind. sorry. that smile is just too good to be true. hehe

Goodbye.

My sister is flying off this thursdayy!!! 1st October. nada tah orang bawa saya jalan2 ni.. haha lain tia pulang.. but yes, she's flying off soon.. =((( hopefully my parents will send me there in December. my winter vacation. hopefully.

right then

okay i was bored wa... and i painted my pinky with red nail polish. lawa colour nyaaa... and and look at that cacat finger next to my pinky. ada cerita tu di sebaliknya. haha.. luan samsengg.. hahaha

aww i miss this hair..my fringe looks awful now. its longer. i dont wanna cut it yet. im trying to grow my hair sampai panjang so i have to tahan myself from going to the salon and cut it short. hehe..

cranky

somethings wrong with the connection. lambat ahh... mcm payah ku kan buka websites ahh... boo..

another loss.

i thought this year would be better.. but i thought wrong. academically, yes maybe its better. personally, no its not. 2009 was supposed to be a whole new world for me!

my year started with a few sad losses, unexpected losses, surprising losses. i dont know how to do this! ive never been through this before! this is why i try to avoid things like this from happening. even though im not that close with some of my losses, but they're still family! then i start imagining what if what if thoughts.. oh gaddd...

oh well theres nothing i can do about it. whats lost is lost. i just have to be strong for these kinds of things.. remember the good times, let go of the bad times. hopefully, there wont be any more losses anytime soon. (even though my atok keeps on joking around about HIS 'doomsday'.. adakah cematu.. heh)

Al-Fatihah to Uncle Jack, Nenek Long, Tok Yakub, Padilah Amit, Nenek Iring, Nenek Mala. May you all rest in peace.

Selamat Hari Raya.

Selamat Hari Raya everybody. Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Forgive me for all my wrong doings. if ever i hurt your feelings or said or did something inappropriate, please forgive me, i probably didnt mean to do it or i was just caught in the moment. heh.

Even though im not in the mood to celebrate raya this year, i hope you all have fun celebrating. okay?

p/s: i'd like it if the people who hurt me asks me for their forgiveness. im not quite sure if there are any, but... i'd just like it. enough said.

is the loving to the core of my heart

they say we look the same. do we? this is my family, I LOVE YOU! lub youhh very very deep in my heart. deep as deep deep. HAHA. tpi mcm ada seorang missing kan adik ku ani.. mana ya ah? inda ikut begambar ahh.. heh.

colourful

i'd like it if you do.

kiyoooooootttttttttt. suka ku liat ahh

ani wah. suka ku liat tangan-tangan ani. colorful lagi tu.
manis. hehe